Apocalypsiversary (Day 367) 1/18/21
We made it! I was so dreading this day- afraid I would relive that awful, shocking, earth-shattering day- but that wasn't how it went at all. We took a long weekend trip to the beach and just relaxed together and reclaimed these dates for our marriage. We went to The Melting Pot in Destin, and it was as great as any anniversary. I was afraid the 16th (and my daddy's birthday) would drag me back to thinking about being their last time together this year and forever, but I'm OK!! :) I did think of it some, but not graphically or obsessively. I just enjoyed the weekend with my husband and appreciate our blessings. I think he appreciates our life together more than ever, too. The more I read about the mid-life crisis thing, the more spot-on it seems. It doesn't make it okay, but id does make it somewhat easier to understand and have hope that it won't happen again. Questioning my sense of reality and his nature obsessively wa...